by the time you read this (if ever you read it), i think you would be big dah...but even so, i want to apologise to you...bonda is really sorry...in advance..
- i'm really sorry that i haven't been cooking our meals at home, eventhough i know that you really appreciate and like it especially when i cook your favourite - chicken rice. its just that bonda has been extra tired, and it also makes me sooo guilty when i see you having to eat something that u don't really favour.
- bonda is also sorry that i haven't been spending much time with you, especially when we get home at the end of the day. usually bonda will be lying like a beached whale on the bed, and the only person you play with will be with daddy. and sometimes when you come to play with me, i only could manage a few minutes before i get tired.
- i'm also sorry that i haven't been reading your bedtime stories like before. it's usually because bonda will end up sleeping first before you do. i'm so sorry baby.
- i'm also sorry if i have been snapping at you more often these days. i try to be patient, as i know it is also not easy for you to be handling the news that you are gonna have another sibling...but sometimes it's like this monster takes over my logic and rationale, making me burst more often..i apologise if i had hurt your feelings. believe me, i love you too much to be doing it on purpose.
- i'm also apologising in advance if by the time the baby gets here, i wont be giving you my full attention. i love you babe, and don't ever think that i'm ignoring you because i love you less.
- also, if in advance, i will scream when you try to carry the baby...i know you are really looking forward to be a big sister..but you have to understand that you should never carry the baby by yourself. cos i will always give you a hand.
please understand babe that i really absolutely love you. and that each sweat, effort and money that i had been earning is only for you, to ensure that you are happy and to give you everything that your heart desires...err everything that i can afford, that is. that is why, i don't feel the pinch when i can buy your shoes which costs as much (or even more) than my own shoes. (which in the end i will not buy because i will think it is too much to spend on myself)
bonda loves you babe. you will always be my precious first born..and i pray that you never forget that.
7 other magical spells:
that is so... so... sweet! :)
awww...sweetie! :)
*hugs*
i've been following ur writings for quite awhile and i like it! u're such a good mother to ur princess and also not to forget to ur hubby too. and i have to admit that this particular entry of urs is really sweet. if only ur daughter is reading this now, i think she would probably burst into tears when she knows that her mummy loves her so much. if i were to be a mom one day, i hope that i can be as a sweet mother as u.=)
anyways, good luck with ur soon new born baby. hope it goes well for u.
such a 'romantic' mom u r, babe! ;)
counting days eh? take it ez now...
dear yati babe:
thanks!
maggie:
*hugs*
crulabum:
hello! thanks, didn't know others were interested!
thanks for the good luck wish..
beeze bee:
yeah, am taking it easy, but kalau ikutkan hati, i just want to bumm on the bed!
awww.. :)
i can only hope and aspire to be half as good a mother as u are..
love u babe
london munch
she WILL understand.... :)
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